so many lawls.
Life to me and it’s progression
Life is nothing but pools, dams and rivers. In a pool you can lie alone on your raft and bask in the sun’s rays or the moonlight, but you’re never going anywhere, sure you can swim downward but that gets you nowhere, you swim to the side, but the water is warm, calm, relaxing, normal feeling. It’s a place where you can feel safe and you don’t have to worry about what’s going on. The dam’s are the things that prevent you from moving forward in the river, your pool stops at the dam till you finally decide to leave that comfortable, warm and safe place. Once that dam breaks though, all the comfort, and relaxation gets drained out underneath you. Then you’re in the river, it’s fast, and it’s dangerous, but it’ll take you places if you don’t freak out, panic and desperately try to swim to the nearest edge. Just let it take you away eventually all that experience from you not trying to drown in the rushing river will lead you to another pool, where you will comfortably lie in the sun and moon and mill about your past progressions through the river. Till the pool finally becomes a bleak and boring place where you lie…and so the cycle continues on and on till you finally reach the ocean where you can swim forever and never drown from boredom.
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Improv (Beginnings of Yellow Ledbetter) from #PearlJam | First Studio Sessions, Seattle, WA. [October 23, 1990]
oh my fuck i love you.
Sleep is such a rare commodity when your head is on fire and your heart refuses to beat properly. Guess I really should listen to my doctor sometime
I am
A man constantly hopeful
Never surprised
I have what I need
Want that doesn’t want me
And am wanted by that I don’t want
Curses….
rage.mode.act.i.vate.
If you’re going to be a complete moron, dumbass, fuck up, idiot, screw ball shit stain that’s on you. But do not ever make me feel guilty for the decisions you are making in your life. You are a grown person, life is now. Stop fucking it up. It pains me deeply to watch you squander away whatever time you have left. You vivacious little shit, you know how lucky I am to even be walking on this planet, don’t fuck it up. Don’t fuck it up. Don’t fuck it up. If you’re life was a movie and you were watching yourself you’d be attempting to crawl inside your seat just get away from yourself. You ruined what was a good day in thirty minuets by your irresponsible actions and the worst part is if you fuck it up and you get bit, I’m going to feel bad for not doing all I could have.
Fuck you.
